
Sandra Tollett
Dear Lonnie today is just three months since you have been gone and it seems like alife time I miss you so much ifeel like my heart hurts so bad I wish some one could take it out of my chest and massage and put it back in my chest when I think of you I feel so overwhelmed with sadness I ask God to please help to make it through the day and just make it minute to minute.I know you fought so hard for nineteen months and I know you would not want me to be sad .because you loved life so much and always wanted everyone else to do the same.i tell muself things will get better and I know in time they truly will I will never stop missing you I know but in time maybe the hurt will get better at night when I go to sleep I whiper good night to you in my prayers and hope you can hear them I pray that you are at peace and not hurting any more Lonnie I could go on forever about things the one thing imiss the most is when something happens with the kids and grandkids I wish I could tell you about it and so tonight when I go to bed I will tell you everything in my prayers I love and miss you more than I could every say all my love sandy

