To my Dad that I loved so much,
I wish I could tell you that Im sorry. Sorry I wasnt there for you when you needed me, sorry I didnt call more often, but most of all Im sorry I wasnt brave enough to tell you about Jesus! I figured you would make fun of me or just ignore me. Since you've been gone my relationship with God has gotten stronger. I should thank YOU for that. Losing you made me realize I wanted to live my life differently! I dont want to follow in the footsteps of someone so self destructive . People saying your in a better place are only fooling themselves. But then again only God knows for sure. Im not sad anymore and I dont grieve anymore, not because my love for you is less than others but because I love God more.