Lauri Ashburn
Almost a year has gone past now. I can finally bring myself to admit your are not coming back. I still miss you every day since you have been gone but the more I miss you the more I realize your are not coming back.
I just want you to know(and everyone else)that you tried the hardest and you were the "good one" out of the group.
The last years were a struggle, we both know that, because I didn't know how to help you. Somehow I have to believe this is God's path. I love you more than is acceptable to one's sanity considering you're not here. Nevertheless, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

